It's our 11th day in Ipoh already and so far I haven't been posting any from my blog since our grand vacation in PI. Already have 200 in my drafts folder actually. But ever since I'm back in PI, giving me only a limited chance to surf the internet and do my blog, I have decided life goes on even if I couldn't blog. Good feeling though!
When I started blogging 9 months ago, I was very keen on writing so much about my life, my 2 kids, my husband and our marriage, of course our upcoming wedding. I even tried making money out of my blog but considering so many posts/things I'm opening with to my readers, including how much my faith in Him changed me and my life. I decided I'd keep my ads to a minimum. I also created 3 other blogs, for travel, my wedding and of course about Music, Movies, and Musicales. That later on I decided to scrap the 2, travel and 3M's and put everything in just one blog. I couldn't delete my wedding blog as some of my posts there were different from the one I'm maintaining right now. Still I was very addicted to blogging.
A lot of times, my husband Arvin will tease me because I care less about learning how to cook, perfecting it as he says, but when it comes to blogging, nothing can stop me. I sometimes have to change the layout from time to time, especially when I get bored. But months before our month long vacation in PI, when I started to feel something different about my fingers and wrists up to my shoulders, I decided to keep blogging to a minimum. I normally spend a whole day blogging and doing all my chores at the same time non-stop for quite some time already. Making it very hard for me at times to grasp or grip something. I was very much aware of this that's why I told my self my blogging had to stop. Oh, well probably it can wait, I should probably stop when were on vacation in PI. Good thing, I didn't have an internet connection otherwise, I wasn't even sure If I could. Anyways, an opportunity came for me to go back in blogging again. My husband Arvin left me his laptop back when we were in Bellevue, one night that he and his officemates were hanging out. Soon as I logged in to Blogger, I couldn't start typing something on the first draft, out of the 200 drafts, I had. I really don't know why. I'm sure it wouldn't be so hard for me to recall my experiences over the past since I'm keeping it on my cellphone, however, there's something in me that make's me very uncomfortable. I wasn't expecting this, usually, I get very excited in front of my PC/Laptop.
When my husband came back, he's wondering why the laptop is closed and I haven't read all his SMS and even answered his phone call. I told him that I'm very tired already to get up. My husband, started asking me if there was something wrong, I didn't answer for I'm still so sleepy. When he joined me on the bed, he asked me if I have new posts already. I told him that, "None! I wasn't really in the mood?". He was very surprised. But decided to ask me again about it the following day.
Thursday, November 8, as I was getting ready for my dentist appointment, my husband asked me why I didn't posts anything on my blog. Funny, but I try not to laugh for I wander what's really the big deal about it. I had to ask him back, "Why what's wrong ?". Arvin, who was quite hesitant to answer told me that "Wala lang, nagtataka lang ako bakit di ka nag-blog kagabi. Tagal mo din nagpaalam sa akin para hiramin ang laptop, last night you had your chance and yet." (Nothing, I was just wandering why you didn't blog. You've been asking me for a long time to borrow the laptop and..) I simply replied "Wala lang". 'Cause I couldn't understand myself either.
After that inquiry, it's only now that I realize that I'm not the usual blogger queen as my husband will sometimes tease me (lagi naman basta pag nagba-blog ako) that I used to be. Of course, I would still post something new, from time to time and if I can. It's just that I'm quite busy doing so many things for my upcoming wedding next year and of course my daughter Nadine's 7th birthday party. Maybe after completing at least half of the tasks I intend to do on her party only then I can go back to blogging again.
God Bless!
When I started blogging 9 months ago, I was very keen on writing so much about my life, my 2 kids, my husband and our marriage, of course our upcoming wedding. I even tried making money out of my blog but considering so many posts/things I'm opening with to my readers, including how much my faith in Him changed me and my life. I decided I'd keep my ads to a minimum. I also created 3 other blogs, for travel, my wedding and of course about Music, Movies, and Musicales. That later on I decided to scrap the 2, travel and 3M's and put everything in just one blog. I couldn't delete my wedding blog as some of my posts there were different from the one I'm maintaining right now. Still I was very addicted to blogging.
A lot of times, my husband Arvin will tease me because I care less about learning how to cook, perfecting it as he says, but when it comes to blogging, nothing can stop me. I sometimes have to change the layout from time to time, especially when I get bored. But months before our month long vacation in PI, when I started to feel something different about my fingers and wrists up to my shoulders, I decided to keep blogging to a minimum. I normally spend a whole day blogging and doing all my chores at the same time non-stop for quite some time already. Making it very hard for me at times to grasp or grip something. I was very much aware of this that's why I told my self my blogging had to stop. Oh, well probably it can wait, I should probably stop when were on vacation in PI. Good thing, I didn't have an internet connection otherwise, I wasn't even sure If I could. Anyways, an opportunity came for me to go back in blogging again. My husband Arvin left me his laptop back when we were in Bellevue, one night that he and his officemates were hanging out. Soon as I logged in to Blogger, I couldn't start typing something on the first draft, out of the 200 drafts, I had. I really don't know why. I'm sure it wouldn't be so hard for me to recall my experiences over the past since I'm keeping it on my cellphone, however, there's something in me that make's me very uncomfortable. I wasn't expecting this, usually, I get very excited in front of my PC/Laptop.
When my husband came back, he's wondering why the laptop is closed and I haven't read all his SMS and even answered his phone call. I told him that I'm very tired already to get up. My husband, started asking me if there was something wrong, I didn't answer for I'm still so sleepy. When he joined me on the bed, he asked me if I have new posts already. I told him that, "None! I wasn't really in the mood?". He was very surprised. But decided to ask me again about it the following day.
Thursday, November 8, as I was getting ready for my dentist appointment, my husband asked me why I didn't posts anything on my blog. Funny, but I try not to laugh for I wander what's really the big deal about it. I had to ask him back, "Why what's wrong ?". Arvin, who was quite hesitant to answer told me that "Wala lang, nagtataka lang ako bakit di ka nag-blog kagabi. Tagal mo din nagpaalam sa akin para hiramin ang laptop, last night you had your chance and yet." (Nothing, I was just wandering why you didn't blog. You've been asking me for a long time to borrow the laptop and..) I simply replied "Wala lang". 'Cause I couldn't understand myself either.
After that inquiry, it's only now that I realize that I'm not the usual blogger queen as my husband will sometimes tease me (lagi naman basta pag nagba-blog ako) that I used to be. Of course, I would still post something new, from time to time and if I can. It's just that I'm quite busy doing so many things for my upcoming wedding next year and of course my daughter Nadine's 7th birthday party. Maybe after completing at least half of the tasks I intend to do on her party only then I can go back to blogging again.
God Bless!
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